I am so glad to have this
opportunity to speak to you all today, and I would like to share with you
something that has had a huge impact on my life. I want to share with you
what I thought salvation was, and what I have learned it to be in reality.
I grew up in a very
Christian home, my parents are missionaries. My parents taught me the
Bible from a very young age. I prayed a prayer several times when I was
small to invite Jesus into my heart, as I’m sure most of you have done, and I thought
I was saved for many years.
But when I hit my
teens, God showed me what a heinous sinner I really was. Outwardly I
was a real goody-two-shoes, but on the inside I was very, very ugly, and if
anyone could have known what was going on in me and what I was doing secretly,
they would have been just shocked and disgusted.
I knew this was wrong,
and I looked at the Bible which is very clear that if I’m really a Christian,
then I can’t live like this. God really showed me that I’m not really
saved, but that I’m lost. I tried to stop my sin, I tried to be good, but
it was such a failure! I can remember sooo many times calling out to God,
“Please save me! Please change me!” I would then get up, and promise myself
that this time it’s going to be real. Only problem was, it never lasted
for more than a few days.
But the reason I share
this with you, is I have had so many misconceptions about salvation, I think
many of us do. The Lord has really dealt with me in this area, and I’d
like to share some of the things with you that the Lord taught me.
One thing that we often
think is that we are just as good as the next guy, that we really aren’t that
bad. I mean come on, I don’t break the biggies?! Well, you don’t have
to, to be condemned by God. Outward things are not what make us guilty, it’s
what’s in the heart that condemns us. Jesus said, ““But the things
that proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and those defile the man.
For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications,
thefts, false witness, slanders. These are the things which defile a man.”
Maybe you feel you are
not that bad, your heart isn’t that evil. Well, let me ask you
this: if I could take your whole thought life, and put it on TV, and show
it to everyone in this room, how would you feel about that? Because what
you think, is who you really are! We may not see what you think, but God
does!
Jeremiah said, “The heart is deceitful above all things
and beyond cure. Who can understand it?” Be careful that
your heart isn’t deceiving you, because it will tell you that you aren’t that
bad, just like mine told me.
Our hearts are
desperately wicked! And this is a big problem for us, because God is JUST
and HOLY. He’s not like us at all! We often think that God thinks
like us, is kind of like us, but He isn’t! We have created a god in our
imagination, who is just the way we want him. We must go back to the Bible to
see who God really is!
And the God of the Bible
is just; therefore our sins must be punished. God would be unjust if He didn’t
punish our sin.
Now we try all kinds of
things to save ourselves, or at least I did. You know I tried to leave my
sin, I tried to live the Christian life. I said I was a Christian, I
prayed a prayer and asked Jesus to come into my heart and save me, but none of
those things worked! I was still a lost sinner, straight on my way to
hell.
You know what I was doing
wrong?? I was trusting MYSELF. I was trusting in what I was doing.
Jesus Christ died on the Cross, and on that Cross He carried my sin, and God
poured out His wrath that was meant for me, on Christ. I kept trying to
make myself acceptable, instead of coming to Christ just like I was, trusting
in the finished work on the Cross!
So one night, I just gave
up, and just told the Lord, that I give up. I can’t save myself. If He
doesn’t save me, there is no hope.
And you know, I really
wasn’t expecting an answer, but that night I went to bed with a PEACE in my
heart. I KNEW the Lord had heard me and had saved me.
And I know I was really
saved this time, because the Lord has continued to work in me, changing me bit
by bit into the image of Christ.
You know, if you have had
an experience in your life that you believe is when the Lord saved you, yet
your life remained the same, you were not saved that time. I had emotional
experiences before, but they never lasted. The question isn’t whether you had
an experience, but whether it lasted. Are
you still changing today? Is the Lord still working in your life?
Paul said this about
people who trust in their professions yet live Godless lives, “They claim to
know God, but by their actions they deny Him. They are detestable, disobedient,
and unfit for doing any good.”
I’m not saying a
Christian will be perfect, he won’t; but there will be a marked difference, and
he will have a lifestyle of following after God.
Salvation is a
supernatural work of God, where He justifies a man, and makes him a NEW
creature! As it says in 2 Corinthians, “Therefore if anyone is in
Christ, He is a new creation; the old has gone, and the new has come!”
And I can tell you that
is true, because the Lord changed me from being a self-righteous hypocrite,
trusting in my own goodness, to someone who is trusting in Christ for his
salvation, and whom the Lord is changing more to be like Christ.
I would like to challenge
you. We young people think we have our whole lives ahead of us, but we
don’t know when we are going to die. We can die at any moment. If you
were to die tonight, where will you go?
Life is short, my
friends; death is coming, and hell is real. I ask you to make sure that
you are not the way I was, living a hypocritical life, bound for hell.
There’s a reason it says
in 2 Corinthians, “Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith.”
So examine yourselves, my
friends; see if you really do know our Lord, if He really has done a work of
salvation in your life. And if He hasn’t? Seek Him; He says if we seek Him we will find
Him.
~This is actually a speech he will be giving to a group of young people this Thursday. However, he sent it to our family and gave me permission to post it here for the edification and encouragment of us all! Thank you so much for sharing Isak! May God bless you and continue this work He has begun in your life and in each of our lives for His glory and honor! :-)