Thank You, my loving and sovereign God, that my failures
and mistakes are part of the “all things” You work together for good . . . as
well as my tensions and stresses, my hostile and anxious feelings, my failures
and regrets, my trips into shame and self-blame – and the specific thing that
trigger them. I praise you that “all
thing,” including these, can contribute to my spiritual growth and my
experience of You . . .. When my heart
is overwhelmed, I’m more aware of my need to cry to You . . . to take refuge in
You . . . to rely on You.
I
rejoice that these things keep reminding me to depend on You with all my heart
. . . that they prompt me to trust in Your love, Your forgiveness, Your power,
Your sufficiency, Your ability to overrule, and Your transforming presence
within me. Thank You for the ways that
my shortcomings and failures bring pressure on me to open myself to You more
fully, and the way they let You show me deep and hidden needs: griefs and hurts
that I’ve never poured out before You, that I’ve never exposed to Your healing
touch, and sins that I’ve never faced and acknowledged. How grateful I am for Your constant cleansing
as I confess each sin You make me aware of, and then turn back to You as my
Lord. I praise You that I’m free from
condemnation simply because Christ died for me and rose again . . . that it
doesn’t depend on how well I live.
I praise You for how You use my sins
and failures to humble me, and for how this opens me to the inflow of Your
grace - amazing grace, that enables me to hold my head high, not in pride but
in humble gratitude for You r undeserved, unchanging love and total cleansing!
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